So much stuff going on right now I am getting grey hairs I speak. Group assignment driving me insane. ZL OBLSEVAQ VF ORVAT N QVPX. V NZ PBZVGGRQ GB JBEXVAT GUEBHTU VG, OHG VG VF FGVYY TRGGVAT BA ZL AREIRF GBAVTUG. UR JNF EHQR GB ZR. UVF FVFGRE VIRL URNEQ ZR PELVAT NAQ PNZR GB PURPX BA ZR, JUVPU JNF AVPR OHG RZONEENFFVAT.Like just this morning I was dreaming of a future with this man, but then he gets extremely frustrated with me when I am struggling on my school project, and offered several times that I could work on it downstairs so he could sleep. Im just so angry. I want to sleep on the couch because I am upset with him, but I know that would only make him angrier. I don't want to sleep in bed with him right now. But he told me to wake him up to cuddle when I'm done. I dont want to cuddle. I am still stressed out from the project. I wont be able to sleep, and my tossing and turning will keep him awake more and he will be frustrated. He will be angry if I go to bed, He will be angry if I don't. I want to go home. N.W. made eggs for dinner at my house, and O.T. cant have eggs, thats why I'm here. i want to be in my own house again. I regret coming here, I knew I had to work on my project but he said it was okay and that I can work on it at his place but he got frustrated when I was stressed out and it was taking longer than I thought. OMG Im just not sure what to do. I want to work things out with him, but I am so angry right now. Do I go to bed with him? It is cold down here... I want to be petty. but I wont.
Reading week has been wayyyy to busy, and it's sadly coming to an end. Dads birthday went well with the theme being "Alien Disco" it was so much fun. I had a really beautiful dream today during my nap where I jumped off the top of this crystal clear flowing waterfall into this beautiful lagoon. The water was so blue, like the Grotto in Tobermory Ontario. Now I'm getting ready for bed, and my dog Doc is snoring at the foot of my bed. Goodnight yall.
I did my standard First Aid course this weekends, and have my Basic Life Support class on Friday, been pretty busy lately but I dont have much to complain about. I met a girl named Heidi in my First Aid class and she was super funny and I enjoyed talking with her, I wish I had gotten her number because I would've liked to become friends with her. We got Harveys together on the first day of the course. I'm gonna watch some more YellowJackets and then go to sleep! Good-night.
I'm gonna crash out, school is drowning me and everything is crazy right now. I'm finding comfort in journalling again, I joined a "Sisterhood of the Travelling Journal" group on Facebook which I'm excited about. If you dont know what that is it is a group where everyone starts a journal, then mails it to someone else in the group, and it circulates through everyone and everyone adds pages, and it eventually comes back to the original owner. It's been fun to do artistic journalling again.
I went on a double date last weekend with online strangers, that went very well, I would like to hopefully become friends with them.
I started school this week, so it's been pretty hectic and busy, I had a really nice day yesterday though. My house is not in the condition to have guests over right now, so my boyfriend could not come over, but we had a very nice date yesterday. We started by playing MineCraft together at the library. Then we visted a local museum for a tour, I usually visit every year for Christmas time but didn't get the chance to visit during Christmas time this year, so it was nice to go together. After that we tried our luck at an Amazon return store, but didn't find anything worth buying. We had MontFort for lunch/dinner, and talked for hours afterwards until we called it a night. I had a really nice time, sadly the weekend is over now :(
I finally got around to cleaning my room! I love the feeling of getting into a bed with clean sheets, and having my cute fairy lights on with a spotless room! I am in my little slice of heaven on Earth right now. My room being clean doesn't typically last very long, but I'm going to try hard to make my hard work last. I don't think I'm going to go to church tomorrow, so I'm going to do some Bible study before bed. Goodnight -Koalamma
Been getting caught up in life lately, not feeling great, in my home life, school life, relationship, and self. Took my dog Doc for a walk today which was nice, the weather was nice earlier, but now it is rainy.